මම අභියෝගාත්මකයි -නදීෂා

uu wNsfhda.d;aulhs - k§Id

ckm%sh fg,s kdgH rx.k Ys,amskS k§Id fyauud,s tcmlaIfhka foaYmd,khg meñKsfuka miq weh iïnkaOj úúO mqj;am;a fukau" fjí wvú o "íf,d.ao wehf.a foaYmd,k wd.ukh ms<sn|j úúO oDIaÀfldaK ;=<ska l;dny lr ;sìKs'

tajdhska jeä yßhla k§Id fï wjia:dfõ n,fha we;s foaYmd,kh fjkqjg úmlaI f;dard.kSu ms<sn|j;a "l,dldßKshl foaYmd,khg msúiSu iy weh ia;%shla ùu ksid;a fï ud;Dld w;r lemS fmKsks' iuyre wmydi lr ;snqK w;r iuyr wh weh Ndr.;a wNsfhda.h ms<sn|j fjkia wdldrhlska l;dlr ;sìK'

,xldfõ foaYmd,kh ;=< md¾,sfïka;=fõ isák foaYmd,k{hskaf.ka W.;a lula we;s wdpd¾h" uydpd¾hjre isákafka w;f<diails' wdpd¾h" uydpd¾h jQ muKska foaYmd,khg iqÿiq jkafkao ke;' foaYmd,kh yeoErejdg foaYmd,khg iqÿiqjkafka;a ke;' úYajúoHd, ;=<ska foaYmd,k úoHdj yodrd msg;g tk" úYajúoHd, ;=< foaYmd,kh lrK nyq;rhlao foaYmd,k hg msúfikafkao ke;' iudc fiajh lrk ish,af,dau foaYmd,khg tkafkao ke;' l,dj lrk ish,a,f,dau foaYmd,khg tkafkao ke;' foaYmd,k ;Sre ,sms ,shk" fmd;am;a ,shk úoaj;=ka foaYmd,khg tkafka;a ke;' lrkafka;a ke;' ckao igkaj,g bÈßm;ajkafka;a ke;'úfõpkh lrk wh foaYmd,khg tkafka;a ke; uv .yk wh foaYmd,khg tkafka;a ke;'

b;ska fï ish,af,dau foaYmd,kh fkdlrk úg lrkakg tk wh foaYmd,kh lrkakg Wjukdfjka tkafka ta ms<sn| leue;a; we;s ksidh'

k§Id foaYmd,khg tkafka;a iaj leue;af;ks' ñr¾ wd¾Üia k§Id foaYmd,k mlaI idudðl;ajh .ekSfuka iy foaYmd,kh lsÍug m%úYaG ùfuka miq weh iu. m%:u fjí udOh idlÉcdj lrkq ,eîh' fï weh yd l< idlÉcdjhs'

tcmlaIhg weú;a ál ojila fjkjd fudkjo fï ojiaj, lrkafk@

foaYmd,k úoHdj iy foaYmd,k l,dj yodrñka bkafk' oeKqj;a ùu wjYHhs ´fku fohla ksishdldrj lrkak wjfndaOh oeKqu b;d jeo.;a'

wdikhla ,enqko@

wïn,kaf.dv uf.a .u' tfyka ,efnhs lsh,d ;ud uu úYajdilrkafk'

.S;d" wk¾l,S jf.a wh ld,hla ;siafia ol=fka ck;dj;a iu. lghq;= lr<d ;sfnkjd Thd hkafk w¿f;ka fldfyduo tajg uQkfokafk@

w¿;a o mrKo lshk tl ug ta ;rï n,meula jk tlla keye lsh,d uu úYajdi lrkafk' wjYH fjkafk ;uka ksfhdckh lrkak yok ck;djf.a ldrKd f;areï wrka Tjqka fjkqfjka yß fohla lrk tlhs' b;ska uu lrk foahs uu lshkfoahs ;uhs jeo.;a fjkafk'

l,dlrejka fujr m<d;a iNd ckaohg jeä m%udKhla odhl jkjd fkao@

l,dlrejka foaYmd,khg wdj;a foaYmd,k{hska foaYmd,kh lr;a ljre lr;a wms ck;djg fiajhla kï lrkafk tal lõre lr;a tafl m%:sm, jrm%ido nqla;s ú¢kfka rfÜ ck;dj' b;ska tal l,dlrefjda wdj;a ffjoHjre wdj;a idudkH flfkla wdj;a isoaOfjkafka fyd|la kï tal úfYaIhla fkfï lsh,d uu ys;kjd' wks;a tl l,dlrefjl= lshkafka iudch iy fï rfÜ hï hï ldrkd ms<sn| hï wjfndaOhla ;sfnk msßila' Tjqkag fï rfÜ iuia: ck;djf.au wdorh f.!rjh ysñfjkjd' b;ska l,dlrefjl=g foaYmd,khg tau ;rula wfk;a flfkla tkjg jvd fjkia wdldrfha m%pdrhla ;sfnkjd ck;dj fj;ska'

foaYmd,khg wdfj wehs@

iudc fiajh lrkak

iudchg fiajh lrkak foaYmd,kh fudlgo@

uu fï jkúg;a mqoa.,sl uÜgñka iudc fiajd lghq;= lrkjd' kuq;a foaYmd,kh ;=<ska C%udkql+,j hï jev ms,sfjla we;=j iudc fiajh mq¿,a wdldrfhka úêu;aj lrkak mq¿jka lsh,d uu úYajdi lrkjd'

,xldfõ iudc fiajd lrK m%isoaO ldka;d pß; foaYmd,kh lrkafk keye fk'

nyq;rhla tjeks ldka;djka jHdmdßl mjq,a j<ska mej; tk iDcqj foaYmd,khg iïnkaO fkdjqk;a úúOd lrdfhka foaYmd,k jHdmD;Ska ;=< bkak wh'uu iudc fiajh lrkak leue;shs C%udkql+,j lshk tl we;f< ;sfhkafk Ok mß;Hd.h lshk woyi muKla fkdfõ' fï mj;sk isiagï tl fjkia lsÍfï wruqKg iydh §u;a ta ;=< ;sfnkjd

fudloao fï Tn fjkia lrkak iyfhda.h fok isiagï tl@

taldêm;s n,;, iys; ckdêm;s C%uh wfydais lsÍu bka uQ,sl ;ekla .kakjd'uu uf.a fm!oa.,sl foaYmd,k wdl,am iy m%;sm;a;s iu. .e,fmk foaYmd,k m%;sm;a;s ;sfnk úmlaIh f;drd.;af; ta ksid'

tcdmlaIh n,hg meñKshfyd;a Tn úYajdi lrkjo ckdêm;s C%uh wdfydais lrhs lsh,d'

mlaIfha m%;sm;a;sj,g uu tl.j jev lrkjd' mlaIh ckdêm;s C%uh wfydais lrkak Tfk lshk mokfï meyeÈ,sju bkakjd' ck;dj meyeÈ<sju ta i|yd tcdmla?Ih úYajdi lrkjd'

tcmh m%N, úlaIhla lsh,d Tn úYajdi lrkjo@

meyeÈ,sju Tõ ' tcmfha W.;a "nqoaêu;a C%shdldÍfoaYmd,kfha ksh;= w;aoelSï nyq, msßila isákafka'ch mrdch" id¾:l;ajh wid¾:l;ajh ;sfnkafka wo lrk foa ;=< lsh,d  lshukla ;sfnkjd'b;ska wmsg id¾:l fjkak mq¿jka'

óähd fldka*rkaia tfla§ iuyre Thdj wmyiq;djg m;a lrkak yeÿjo@

m%Yak wykak mq¿jka ta ksoyi thd,g ;fnkjd' ms<s;=re §fï whs;sh iy ksoyi wmsg ;sfnkjd' yq.la wh ug ta .ek fyd| lsõjd' foaYmd,kh lrkak wdjyu ú;rla fkfï wo leïmia tlg w¿f;ka .shyu;a /.a lrkjfka ' ta jf.au w¨f;ka /lshdjlg wdh;khlg .sh;a álla uq<È fï jf.a foaj,a j<g uqyqk fokak fjkjd' ta wjfndaOh ug ;sfnkjd' lems,s flá,s tkak;a mq¿jka ' tal foaYmd,kfhÈ fjkak mq¨jka" l,dfjÈ fjkak mq¨jka'´k jD;a;shlÈ tfyu foaj,a idudkHfhka isÿfjkjd' b;ska uu hym;a isysfhka hq;=j ta yeufohla Èydu n,kak W;aidy lrkjd' ug ld iu.j;a ;r.hla keye' ;ryla keye ' yefuda iu.u b;d iqyoj lghq;= lsÍfï leue;a; iy Wjukdj ug wjxlju" meyeÈ,sju ;sfnkjd'

mlaIfha wks;a fcHIaGhskaf.ka ,efnk iyfhda.h fldfyduo@

fyd| iyfhda.hla ,efnkjd'

.S;d l=udrisxy lsh,d ;snqKd Thd foaYmd,khg wdj tl .ek i;=gqhs kuq;a jerÈ mlaIh Thd f;darf.k ;sfnkafk lsh,d fkao@

uu ys;kjd ;ukag leue;s mlaIhlg ckaoh §fï whs;sh fï rfÜ ck;djg ;sfnkjd lsh,d 'tal leue;a;' uu uf.a m%;sm;a;sfoaYmd,kfha isákjd'

ld,lrefjl=g hïlsis m%;sremhla ;sfnkjd foaYmd,k{hska iïnkaOj;a ñksiaiq ;=< tjeks m%;srem f.dv ke.S ;fnkjd' Tn ms<sn| ck;dj ;=< f.dv ke.S we;s m%;sremh foaYmd,kfhÈ fudk úÈygo Ndú;d lrkafk@

fuyfuhs wms yeu jd;a;shlgu .re lrkak ´fk' foaYmd,kh lshkafka we;a;gu wjxlju lrkjkï fYa%IaG fiajdjla' kuq;a wo wms Ôj;ajkafka fmdaiaÜ fudvka fidihsá tll' ckm%sh ixiald;shg ;ud fï rfÜ ck;dj f. jeä leue;a;la ;sfnkafk' fujka miq ìul m%isoaO pß; j,g ck;dj leu;shs' tal tl fj,djlg jerÈhs lsh,d ys;kjd' fudlo ñksiaiq ndysr m%;sremhkag ;ud le;sfjkafka wNhka;r yrhg fkfï ' b;ska tf;kaÈ wmsg j.lSula ;sfnkjd yrhla tl;= lrkak ' tfyu ke;sjqfkd;a ndysr idOlhka biau;=fj,d yrhka ke;sfjhs'

foaYmd,k úoHdj;a l,dj;a folu wOHkh lsÍu b;du jeo.;a fjkafka fukak fï lshk ufkda uQ,sl ldrKd ksid'wmsg ke;af; fï wOHkh' uu l,djg wdmq uq,ald,fha§;a ys;mq fohla iy m?%ldY lrmq fohla ;ud rx.khg wdj;a wms g wOHkhla yeoeÍula ;afnkak ´fk lsh,d' uu kdgH yd rx. l,dj Wiia fm<g l<d' ta ;=<ska hï wjfndaOhla rx.kh .ek ,nd.kak mq¿jka jqKd'

Tn ch.%yKh lrhso@

uu úYajdi lrkjd ch.%Kh lrkak mq¿jka lsh,d'

neßjqfkd;a@

tal .eg¿jla lr.kafk keye'ch mrdch lshk foa id¾:l;ajh wid¾:l;ajh lshk foa iodld,sl keye '

foaYmd,khg msúiSug .;a; ;Skaÿj .ek l<lsfrhso@

keye' uu wNsfhda.j,g leu;shs'uu Ôú;h wdrïN lf<a wNsfhda. j<g uqyqK foñka uu uf.a b,lal fj; wiSrefjka fyda <.d jk flfkla ' uu wNsfhda.d;aulhs' uf.a m%;sm;a;s uu ke;s lr.kafk keye'

wdKavq mlafIka wdrdOkd ,enqfk keoao@

,enqKd oekq;a l;dlrkjd'

tcmfhka ldf.kao wdrdOkd ,enqfK@

by<u whf.ka

ieye,a¨fjka ysgmq ldf, foaYmd,kh iu. fjkia fjhs fkao@

Ôúf;a fjkia fjkjd fudfyd;ska fudfyd;' iudchg" rgg jev lrkak lemùï lrkak fjkjd' ieye,a¨fjka bkak neßfjhs' ta .ek ÿlla keye' wms lrkak hk fufyhhs jeo.;a' wms lemlsÍï lrkak iQodkï fj<hs fï ;Skaÿ ;SrK .kafk' mlaIfha úKh moaO;shla ;sfnkjd' wms tajg .re lrkak ´fk' wms tajd wdrlaId lrkak ne£ isákjd' uu ys;kjd uu ta j.lSï wjfndaO lrf.k fï .uk hkak mq¿jka lsh,d'

Thdf. ckaoodhlfhda úúO jhiaj, bkak úúO W.;alï we;s úúO mka;Skag wh;a wh

Tõ ug ta .ek ye.Sula ;sfnkjd' uu wïn,kaf.däka ckaoh b,a,kfldg uu lrk lshk foa ms,sn|j ta m%foaYfha ú;rla fkfï rfÜu ck;dj ta foi n,d isákjd' ckaoh Ndú;d lrk fndfyda wh Tn lsjQ wdldrhg úúO ;,j, wh' ta wh ms<sn| fyd| wjfndaohla ,nd.ekSu b;du jeo.;a fjkjd lsh,d uu úYajdi lrkjd'

bÈßfhÈ l,d ks¾udK j,g odhl fjkjo@

foaYmd,k Ôú;h;a iu. iskud iy fg,s kdgH l,dj ;=< w¨;a udj;lg hkak wfmala?Idjla ;sfnkjd'

Tn foaYmd,khg m%úYaGjkjdhehs jQ m%jD¾;sh udOH;=< ,eõ.skakla fia me;sr .shd' wka;¾cd, íf,da.a iy fjí wvú j, úúO foa ,sheù ;sfnkjd fï ms<sn|j Tn oeKqj;ao@

fï ish¿ ,sms iy wka;¾cd, fjí wvú j< m<jQ oE ksÍlaIKh lrkak ug ld,hla ;snqfk keye' kuq;a fkdñfkaIka fok tl j<lajkak ck;dj ms<sn|j ud flfrys hï jerÈ iy.;a wdl,am we;s lrkak úúO udOH úúO wh úiska Ndú;d lrkjd fjkak mq¿jka ' kuq;a uu úYajdi lrkjd uu .;a; ;SrKh uu fjkia lrkafk keye' tajf.a m?%pdr fyda woyia ms<sn|j uu ief<kafk keye' ukao ug wod< fkdjk ksid'

Tfí ckao n, m%foaYh wïn,kaf.dv jqfkd;a fï jkúg lõo {d;Ska bkafk @

uf.a mshdf.a md¾Yjfha ish¿ wh oekg;a tfy ;ud bkafk'

ckaohl§ l=, moku n,mdk nj Tn úYajdi lrkjo@

,xldfõ tjeks l=, ckao mokula ;fnk nj ud okakjd' ol=fK ú;rla fkfï fkao tjeks l=, ckao mokula ;sfnkafk @

Tfí l=,fh wh Tng ckaoh fohs lshk úYajdih ;sfnkjo@

uu l=, ckao moku jf.au fmdÿ ckao moku .ek;a fmdÿ ck;dj .ek úYajdih ;nd we;s flfkla' ta ksid uu ck;djg lshkjd ud flfrys úYajdih ;nkak lsh,d'